Being your most authentic self is scary, nerve wracking, difficult, but also rewarding, worth it, and gets easier.
I have never been a fan of people who act phony, but it was something I was guilty of myself at times. Letting others see who you are, and know what you think requires taking a personal, and sometimes professional, risk. And it can come with a cost.
So what do we gain from authenticity:
- Security (emotional)
- Opportunity (for growth among others types)
And from being disingenuous we gain:
- Casual, sometimes shallow, relationships
- Popularity (short term)
- Polite interactions
Keep in mind, this is just my opinion…and feel free to add to either list. And in my opinion, phony, fake, are not desired, but maybe that works for some people…just not me.
It’s important to be yourself, to show our children how to be true to their beliefs and values, to provide a model of heathy emotions relationships and interactions, to foster personal growth and challenge each other to do more, be better.
It has taken me a long time and many struggles, but I am finally embracing authenticity as one of my core values. The truth isn’t always pretty, but in a respectful and unconditional relationship, it can be accepted and sorted out.
I love this definition by Diane Mottl, MSW
“Being authentic means coming from a real place within. It is when our actions and words are congruent with our beliefs and values. It is being ourselves, not an imitation of what we think we should be or have been told we should be”
And one of my inspirations has a lot to say about authenticity that truly match what’s in my head-she just says it so well!!
The phrase “daily practice” is a clear reminder that it takes effort, it mandates that you choose to be authentic.
She’s not wrong! Since I’ve been on this journey, this breakdown, crisis, unraveling, I’ve been noticing that being who I really am, or more to the point, NOT being myself, has been at the root of many facets of my struggle.